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Dark Days

dark pendulous clouds

a lingering bitter chill

we all yearn for warmth

a little sliver of light

Renewed

 

Under the cold clean waves
in the emerald green quiet
where you only hear thoughts

 

and light is a lively ballerina
refracting and diffusing
casting patterns on the seabed

 

when you break the surface
and your ears fill with noise
even in the world chaotic

 

you always emerge renewed

The Easy

Yes

you were tethered to this place

strong chains bound you here and

people stopped to point and mock

but we all of us have our shackles

so when you made that final pull

and ripped them sharply away

did you have to leave such a deep scar?

such a chasm in our world

when you flew away and left us

with our chains’ weight doubled

Did you?

Watch It

Watch it

as it gradually forms

there the corner of your eye

and sparkling slowly grows from nothing

then tumbles down your cheek

a little bead of silver

follow as it cascades

off your chin

watch it

I know…

I want nothing more than to grip your hand
and stare across the harbour at the other side
as the sun goes down beneath the inky hills
the hustle and bustle behind us finally

I want nothing more than to sit with you
while you work intently by electric lights
as the night envelops us in this little room
our private island of calm and concentration

I want nothing more than to hold you close
and shield you from the midnight terrors
as the witching hour approaches and then flies
a warm and impregnable fortress of blankets

Selfish, I know…

I Fall Deep

A romantic heart is my affliction
the poets blood within my veins
pumps a little faster when I see you
it quickens and fills me with warmth

And I fall deep

Often this has been my misfortune
to have the heart so willing in my chest
thumping out the sweet infatuation
my face reddened and my hands weak

And I fall deep

For when I am enamoured and besotted
often other hearts beat counter-wise
and what may seem to be a common rhythm
was simply an error in the reading

And I fall

It Is Yours

Do not writhe away from it
or resist and push against it

Do not mock it in fright
or recoil or fight it

Do not pretend it’s painful
or spit in the face of it

It is yours…

Take it gently by the hand
but make your grip firm

Look it straight in the eye
and make peace with it

Embrace it and most importantly
relax in to its warm sanctuary

It is yours…

 

Visitation

It started as a chill
beneath the covers
which I had drawn tight
and filled with warmth

The hour was not apparent
some time in the eerie
small dark haunted hours
when even cats choose rest

In shock I was awoken
by the creeping ice breath
and clearing my drowsy lids
was drawn to the foot of the bed

Where I saw him

It ended with confusion
and a racing heart-beat
eyes wide open
the ghostly figure stealing sleep

 

Tuesday Thoughts

Surely you must know

just what it does to me

when you walk about

and cast your glance at him

If you didn’t want

to hang about with me

I’d have just preferred

you cut the strings

Frustration

Drop another quarter weight on
it makes no difference to me
you wouldn’t be the first to do it
to rely on my better nature

my lack of complaint

Add some more things to the pile
whatever you can find will do
you know everyone has a limit
but you haven’t found mine yet

my boiling point

Pluck a bit more at that sad old song
as though someone was listening
you know i’ve heard it before
that mournful self pity

yours, not mine