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(or) Verse, Organic and Inorganic

Category: Poetry

Desperados

Your cigarette ash falls slowly, tumbling
in the cloudy remnants of your drink
grey sand sinking into a watery sea of gin
some collecting on the last of the ice

Traces of the night before linger everywhere
empty bottles clumsily stacked at the door
crumpled sheets and discarded shoes
dusty residues of a mystery white insufflant

Even in the grogginess of mid morning haze
the pulsing excitement of the chase remains
the steely tang of fresh blood in the mouth
careless injury sustained in our desperate flight

When they inevitably ask ‘was it worth it?’
the suited squares and badged enforcers
men and women I once considered fellows
I’ll smile and nod my head, remembering this

The thrill of our hasty exodus, blood pumping
the smell of gasoline and burned rubber on tar
engine heat radiating against a crimson sunset
straight roads and starlight desert-scapes

But most vivid of all is our passionate aftermath
sweat and dust no counter to our embrace
the taste of victory on your sun-chapped lips
lusting infatuation and sweet liquor on mine

The smile will fade though, when I brood over
the flying heat, the hellish rain of blazing lead
as your life by the sword comes full circle
the shattered glass, spilt remnants of your drink

Lying here on cold steel altar of ill gotten gains
no tears from the people for a dashing desperado
slicked back hair and morning’s manly shadow
white sheet shroud and harsh photographer’s flash

Rest easy in that goodnight sweet roguish hero
alone now I must beat the frantic swift retreat
in memory I will graze new burning skid-marks
And flee alone, in to ever changing sunsets

Some

Some people never know when it will come
live in beautiful, ignorant bliss and content
while turbid pools of deep displeasure stir
no ripples show on the sheets or pillows

Me however, I felt it coming…

Silent dread, sleepless nights, restlessness
letter writing on the hotel bureau at midnight
pouring out a sacred heart in scared anxiety
on to the pages of pure white, my black ink

Yes, I felt it coming that night…

Some people never know it’s even coming
others know the very date, down to the hour
I’ve heard of virginal brides, left at their altar
You left me at the airport terminal instead

Oh yes, I felt it coming…

Scenes From A Bus Stop

Bare-footed wench strides confidently
trolley luggage in tow, bus ticket in fist
where could she possibly be going to?
a place where shoes are not required

Grubby faced baby chews a biscuit rusk
food stained bib, glassy eyed stare
what did she have for breakfast today?
something brown, not totally nutritious

Dilapidated youth sit for their breakfast
brown paper sacks, golden arches, soda
weren’t they sat there also yesterday?
sheepskin lined boot-slippers and all

Man in track pants and tattered singlet
clutches a crumpled black shopping bag
does he think it hides the beer bottle?
everyone can smell it anyway, mate!

Uniformed schoolgirls gossip like hens
who slept with who, when and where
is it desirable to be so promiscuous?
perhaps immorality is a badge of rank

Thin man in leather jacket blows smoke
lets the ashes fall around the clean path
obviously ignoring the ‘no smoking’ sign
the stench is perfume to his urban filth

Obligatory Love Poem #1

 

I wrote this for Valentines day some years ago, I felt it at the time.

 

The sun is setting in the west
and weary heads are laid to rest
upon the pillows, between the sheets
the falling breath, the twin heart beats

the birds are roosting in the trees
across the lake, a cool, clear breeze
and in the darkness of the night
the arms entwined, the feeling right…

 

I know it’s early, but I’ve never had much to celebrate on February 14th.

I remain, however; a hopeless romantic.

Jerusalem

Do you remember that time in our youth
when we climbed a grassy hill
which towered above us as children
but offered little resistance as boys

Our great crusade

Then when we sat upon the summit
gazing down upon the town
the outlines of houses and gardens below
so small and unassuming from there

The land of our fathers

I’ll always recall what you said to me then
fixed intently on each other
eyes meeting, the tacit agreement signed
the simple diplomacy of children

A covenant made

Later I thought of the great implications
true friendship, grand designs
rooted deep and true
naive to think that our world thought the same

Milk and honey

Now I think about that time, tones of memory
how would life have swept us up
if Decima had not intervened so early
I’d assumed our journey would lead us further

Pilgrims’ progress

Lives to some are facts and figures, numbers
only to those who do not suffer their loss
maybe we’d have climbed a different summit
seen it together, what we spoke of…

Jerusalem

The promised land

REX • MORTVVS

In pallid sleep
‘neath silken shroud
in marble hall
in palace proud

There lies a man
of flesh and blood
of skin and bone
of righteous good

In mausoleum
grotto yearns
for denizen
the incense burns

In candle’s light
a crown on head
a silence now
the king is dead

To The Hills

Where is your Mother, Little One?
Why has she left you here?
Tethered to this shady, silver tree
Does your Mother care?

She is with the smallest Children
Waiting in the safer heights
When the ground began to shake
Hurried there amidst the fright

Where is your Father, Little One?
Why has he left you here?
Bowl spilled, leash tangled
Water disappeared

He is watching over townsfolk
Serene and compassionate
When the thunder broke the silence
Thought of others first

Will they be back, Little One?
When the trembling stops?
Once the children home to dinner
After fervent panic drops?

They will always come back to me
Just as I come back to them
I am loyal, patient, waiting
They have never not returned

Where is your Mother, Little One?
Does she know you’re here?
Lying still upon the pavement
Does your Mother care?

She will call, then come to find me
Wrap me gently in her arms
Swaddle me in threadbare blanket
Place me there away from harm

And your Father, Little One?
When he comes to see?

He will sigh and fetch his tools
And lay me there so tenderly
Beneath the sturdy, steady branches
Of that shady, silver tree